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I went on a HIKE yesterday! My first since starting threatment! Granted it was only 2 miles, and prior to treatment 6 miles or so was my average, but it felt SO GOOD to be out!
This is where I am giving the procrit a lot of credit. I still get fatigued really easily (as in, I still need waaaay more sleep than the normal person) but I don’t get short of breath and I don’t feel like I am going to pass out. My heart rate got up pretty high, but that is just because my body isn’t used to the activity.
Went to a yoga class with my friend from nursing school on Thursday and fell in love with it. At the beginning of the class my back was KILLING me sitting in lotus position. By the end of it, whene we came back to lotus position, my back wasn’t hurting at all. I actually slept less than usual that night but woke up feeling more refreshed. I think this is going to be the perfect way to gently get me baack in shape as I near the end of treatment. The meditation component helps a lotwith the anxiety, too.
I’ve always wanted to get into yoga but there are so many different styles of practicing that it was frustrating for me to find sa teacher whose style was compatible with what I need. (meditative, but not so much that I fall asleep, spiritual but not airy-fairy, and strengthening without being punishing). Went out and bought a chai yoga mat by gaiam, very cushy and not slippery. Anna and I are going to go twice a week 🙂
Made the trip home and back. Thank goodness for Amtrak. Granddad was awake when I was there and actually had a pretty good day. He is so pale and drawn, and is talking in whispers only. We still had a pretty long conversation, and he even ate a piece of pie while I was there (apparently radiation and chemo has left his raging sweet tooth unaffected, which is oddly comforting). When he wasn’t talking he would just sit back and beam at me.
I did ask him if he was scared. He said he doesn’t think about it much. He didn’t seem upset at all that I asked. I said I wished he didn’t have to go through all this, and he told me it’s just like having the flu all the time. Then we talked about football. And I told him a joke about St. Peter and Jesus and a crashing computer…I know this isn’t riveting reading but I feel like I need to document it somehow. We compared notes on side effects a little bit, we both had an aversion to coffee that passed after a few weeks. I think he actually enjoyed comparing experiences. The rest of the time we were just content to sit and hold hands. Got to spend some good time with Granny as well. She has lost a lot of weight (she must be in the negative numbers now…) but the aunts and uncles in town are keeping a close eye on her. She is being very strong.
Got to talk to Dad a bit about it too. I think he felt bad about talking to me, I know he worries about burdening me (He must get it from his dad). Honestly though it made me feel better to hear him get it out. If you can’t tell, I am big on getting things out in the open and discussing feelings. My family isn’t. However my “we hug now” policy I implemented several years ago seems to have worked pretty well so maybe I’ll eventually get them there 🙂
Came back and hosted a study group at my house. One of the girls took me up on my offer to let them practice injections on me. It’s tuesday so she did my procrit for me. She was so nervous but she did a great job! She was very afraid of hurting me. I hope being able to practice on a live person helped a bit. She said she might need to practice again, which would be great since I need outside motivation to keep my house clean (don’t really mind giving myself shots. I do mind dusting. The threat of potential embarrassment should help keep my coffee tables clear).
Been having insomnia issues again the past couple days so I had better try to wind down.
Back to taking 4 hour naps, and my hemoglobin has gone down again. It was at 8 a week ago, and I had more blood drawn yesterday. Very curious to see what those results will be. Had a missed call from the doctor so either they are telling me I’m down again, or they are confirming the procrit rx. I hate phone tag.
I had to call the nurse a few days ago because for the past two weeks the insurance company has been calling me saying “further action is needed by my doctor’s office” in order for them to ship the procrit. Apparently this doctor has a separate division that handles preapprovals, and they dropped the ball. I’m really hoping they get this done within the next couple days because it is becoming apparent that I am going to need the procrit. I’m sure as soon as they up the riba the hgb will go right back down to 7, and I am dysfunctional at that level.
However, Â I am still feeling a lot better than I was when I was on the telaprevir. I am not as fatigued when I am awake (which is about 11 hours out of the day), and even though my potassium is right at the threshold for normal (at 3.5 exactly) my muscle strength has improved quite a bit. Also, my brain doesn’t feel quite as “fuzzy” since I stopped the telaprevir. Vision is still blurry and I really need to see if I can get into an optometrist for a retinal scan. I hope they will bill my medical insurance since this is a medical issue. I don’t have vision insurance.
I have been doing pretty well in school (all A’s so far, whoo hooo!). So, if you are asking yourself if you can do school and treatment at the same time, I would say yes. You do have to know your limits though, and you have to stay on top of the side effects. Another thing to consider is that I live by myself, no kids. So you have to look at what your support system is and what other responsibilities you have. Also you have to really want the degree you are going for. This degree is something I am really passionate about, and if I didn’t feel that way about it I don’t think I would be doing as well.
Well, I guess the NP ran my numbers past Dr. Bacon and reconsidered her plan of action, because I got a call this morning from the NP’s nurse saying they want me to:
1.) Take 40 meq potassium in the morning and 20 in the evenings for the next three days (normally I do 20 morning, 20 evening).
2.) Come back in 1 week rather than two weeks for another CBC and CMP.
3.) Start procrit now rather than waiting for the effects of the telaprevir to wear off.
I’m very pleased by all this because it is exactly what I thought should be happening but was too tired to argue for during my office visit. I’m sure I probably won’t get the procrit for at least a week since they will have to deal with my insurance company on that, and then it will have to be mailed to me, but at least the ball is rolling. Maybe I won’t flunk out of nursing school due to fatigue after all! Yay!
Just to be clear: Procrit isn’t anything to mess around with, if you don’t absolutely need it you shouldn’t be on it. It has a “black box” label form the FDA, which is the strongest warning issued by that agency. From what I’ve read the side effects are more likely when physicians use it too aggressively. More is not better. Normal hgb is about 14, but procrit should only be used to attain levels of 12. Most insurance companies will not approve its use until your hgb hits 10, and in patients with kidney problems the threshold used by doctors is usually 8. My hemoglobin is currently at 8.4, so it is down a bit from last week. Lowest it has been documented at is 7.8. Hgb in the range of 5 is a critical level and will put you at risk for cardiac arrest.
I’m hoping that the longest I’ll be on it is three months. I am also ceasing all strictly unnecessary meds, like my birth control pills (has risk of clots, so does procrit) and my antihistamines. Stopped my citalopram but am continuing to take my clonazepam since anxiety seems to be more of a problem with me than depression at this point, and citalopram can prolong QT intervals in the heart. This is all something I’ve done on my own, not on the advice of my doctor, although I will definitely let him know which meds I’ve stopped taking.
That’s all for now, hopefully my next post will be to tell you my VL is UND…
I saw Dr. Bacon last Thursday. I was very impressed. It relieved me to no end to learn that
1.) Â I’m not crazy (at least not for refusing to listen to my old doctor)
2.) I took the appropriate measures by dose reducing the ribavirin to 600 (lowest possible dose you can take and continue telaprevir)
My hgb was at 7.8 when I started the dose reduction, and approximately a week later it read at 8.8. Still not great, but since it is rising we are going to continue to keep my riba dose at 600 until I finish the telaprevir (in less than two weeks now!) and then take another CBC and viral load and raise the riba back to 800 if the hemoglobin has continued to rise. For now we are holding off on procrit. I would rather not have to take it if I can avoid it.
As I suspected the old doctor tried to make the new doc’s staff think I was crazy. He told them I had been refusing to dose reduce, which I don’t think was a result of confusion on his part since I had told him on three separate occasions that I was willing to dose reduce and had done so, but was NOT willing to cease altogether as he wanted me to. Didn’t take me long to set that straight since I have been keeping very specific records and my blood levels verified my documentation. Also mentioned that the old doctor had tried to get me to stop telaprevir due to vomiting and then re-start…implying just maybe he wasn’t as up on the protocol as he could be…and the nurse was horrified.
Mom is still here helping me but she is going home Thursday. So grateful for her.